I dont know, what I feel now. I am very sad today, but I'm also excited because I've met with my boyfriend. I was really too late in boarding. I feel like shouting to vent all the existing problems within myself that I couldn't remove before. this problem I buried since 13 years ago. where, I really miss a mother's love. My mother was still there until now. but it seems she never even hugged me, hugged me, like the other children, that when she was crying and her mother hugged her to calm manner. I really wanna feel the warm embrace of a mother. I was always jealous when there is a child,peacefully in hugs her mother. but when I could be like that? only God can answer that probably.
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